Saturday, April 19, 2008
gamble?? why??
woots~
todae wanna sae bout why i gamble..
basically i started gambling wen i was 15...
ferst game was blackjack...
den to tai ti..
den to poker...
and to 4d,toto and soccer...
it all get addictive wen i was desperate fer money..
tat was nw...
with my low income..
and my bills...
tat makes me gamble more and more..
my thinking was to win big..
but in the end i realise i lose big...
well daily i betted on soccer the mininum was $15 and max was $35...
i was hoping fer big win after all...
if only i cn werk part tyme..
i wont gamble much...
lyke last yr...
wen i was werking as pest cnrtl worker..
my income was about $1k..
so i juz gamble fer the fun of it..
lyke $5 per dae..
or even 1 week...
and after tat oso..
i still have balance fer my expenses...
example...
my 2weeks pay..
i earn arnd $450 and above..
let juz sae $500 kae..
i pay up my thing and still have arnd $200..
or worse to worse $100...
and my next 2 weeks pay i have all the $500
in my hand..
nothink to pay much..
example juz pay up some household things...
and tat didnt cost me much.. arnd $150...
bck to my point...
i reli think i wanna quit gambling...
bt its hard larx..
the addiction keep on coming...
well maybe i cn still cut dwn..
example $5 to $10 per week?
i'll try larx kae..
haiyak...
Boi [R]andy
Saturday, April 19, 2008