Sunday, October 26, 2008
Mendak Gyler...
woots~
ouhkae todae is very boring...
2 daes straight have been sitting at hm...
gare2 tkde duet larx tu psl dok umah...
cube lau ade duet??
well yea...
must admit...
start to feel lonely...
but i nvr regret with the decision i made...
im doing it for her own gd...
yea im happy to see her happy...
wat ever happened its all just memories...
well yea i admit i learnt sumthing frem eu...
and i hope eu too learnt sumthink from me...
love is nt the matter of jealousy...
neither has it gt to do with anger...
well wat ever it is...
despite those sorrow..
im happy eu can get over it...
pls dun think i regret leaving eu...
sorry to sae i nvr feel regret in what decision i made...
well yea tmr is deepavali!!!
so HAPPY DEEPAVALI to all my hindu mates..
tk cr...
Boi [R]andy
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Friday, October 24, 2008
FRIDAE!!!
woots~
wokays its fri...
hahaha...
ystd i didnt come bck hm...
teddk pat camp...
talk to shidah from 7.30pm till 3am..
ahahaha...
tu part i reli cnnt take it..
mater dh stoink gyler...
but fun larx toking to her...
awak2!!!! JGN LUPER BLUETOOTH KAE???
den todae cnfident nk bgn kul 7..
check2 bgn 7.40...
tk cuak sekejap...
ahhahahaa....
kalam kabut siak siap2...
den just nw at 4 called her again...
on the phone again...
hahahaha....
adui tak tau larx aper nk jadik ngn idop nie...
den tadik ampai umah jek...
kakak bebual sal brg2 umah...
den she oso cheer my dae up...
hahaha...
thnks arh ketot...
lu the best!!!
nw she's away...
she go out...
hahaha...
tadik mase aru2 alek dier kate nk gy MM..
den i was lyke huh?? kau nk gy MM??
check2 gy IMM...
tk mcm sial tuh name nyer??
hahahahahah...
kecoh siak...
aiyak...
happy2 nw adae...
and IM LOVING IT!!!!
hahahahaha....
Boi [R]andy
Friday, October 24, 2008
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Raye!!
Woots~
okae todae went out raye alone...
hahaha...
intention nk bgn pagy arh kire kn nk gy umah noi...
check2 bgn kul 10.30...
hahaha...
radd trs mengamok siak..
hahaha... i noe dier tk biseng same kush..
but dier biseng same dee!!!
hahahahaha...
sowie ler mummy kush noi...
i'll come another dae aytes...
den ferst house gy umah bibo...
anak mu sungguh KIUT!!!!
geram siak...
cm nk kidnap jek...
pak kal larx member dh lame...
next umah shasha...
mcm2 cite sak ku dgr...
dh gytuk trs gy umah dee...
and she showed me sumthink...
terribly shocking...
tak kush sangka cupcake kush!!!
its totally un expected...
dh gytuk dok2 bebual2....
kul 6.30 gerak gy umah my aunty...
tu lagik kecohrable...
kekek sia all the wae tawe2 ngn dier...
den my sedare cm happy gytuk nmpk i...
yar larx sethn skali dtg...
saper sehk tk rindu...
hahahahakx...
well there is still more hse to go...
umah noi...
umah kakak angkat kush...
umah bdk2 jrg...
still gt lots more....
see hw larx if gt tyme i'll come...
hahahaha....
hrmm kae larx tats all for todae...
i'll update again next tyme...
Boi [R]andy
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Sundae!!!
woots~
kae todae abit boring arh...
ntg much...
keep on kekenal ngn pmpn..
atengz came over my place...
den i accompany hym go west mall...
print gmbr yg dier edit...
den go his place...
mkn mee siket mak dier msk...
den off hm...
sbb dier nk jumpe pmpn dier...
lagyk pn i need to go hm early...
nk gosok baju kate kn...
hahaha...
mls sehk nk gosok baju...
cm nk awol jek...
hahahaha...
siao siao...
i wont do tat stupid thing...
tkper fas 2 dae more dh
10 bln...
tgl lagik 1yr 2 months jek...
hahahah....
yesh arh...
cpt larx abes kn...
tk leh take it sak gaji $440...
kae larx nk gosok baju oredi...
lyfe getting boring...
so baek i go slp...
hahahaha...
tk cr...
Boi [R]andy
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Saturday, October 11, 2008
What A Day...
woots~
haiyak... ntg much todae...
dok umah den kua jap jumpe mimi...
haiyak it reli playing in my mind...
tadik pagy kakak bebual ngn aku...
she said hw my r'ship with her...
den i said we're off...
den she said im stupid...
haiyak...
alot of people have trying to encourage me to patah alek...
bt i dun noe whether i shud...
i just wanna be alone...
and to eu its waste ur tyme waiting for me...
and nt eating...
i wont be urs animore...
i came once and tats it...
im sure there's lots of better guys out there...
so pls...
make tis a lesson to learn...
think wisely before eu sae...
it will affect ur future...
bkn i tknk patah alek ngn eu...
its juz tat i want to be alone...
its enuff of me getting hurt each dae...
it reli scares me to start a new r'ship...
if nenek ask where am i...
just sae im bz...
well just nw met mimi...
ni pn aru jek alek...
lepak ngn dier jap...
den he oso advice me...
while walking to lakeside..
nmpk 1 pmpn nie...
sempat sak mintak num...
hahahaha...
kecoh arh lu mimi...
hahahaha...
well tats it for todae...
Boi [R]andy
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Friday, October 10, 2008
stress at werk...
woots~
honestly i cant focus at werk tis morning...
wat happen last nite really playing in my mind...
i dun expect it to happen...
but tats wat she wants...
i reli2 gt ntg to sae...
to be honest...
nk ikot kn ati...
i dun want to be in ur contact animore...
bt i still loves eu...
tats why i keep in cntact..
pls,
its pointless waiting for me...
im there for eu once...
eu waste it...
so dun regret...
im sure eu cn find lots of betta guy than me...
i reli wants to be alone at tis moment...
hope eu respect my decision...
haiyak..
am, mimi and azrin noes everything...
mimi mati2 srh aku patah alek ngn dier...
bt i dun want eventhough i love her...
im tired of getting hurt everydae...
azrin and mimi reli cheers me up todae...
azrin was shocked to hear it...
so do mimi...
mimi ask me to reconsider...
and ask me to return to her...
haix i dunnoe larx...
its hard for me to trust those who hurt me bfr...
if eu are reading tis entry....
no harsh feeling...
Boi [R]andy
Friday, October 10, 2008
Thursday, October 9, 2008
STRESS!!!!!
woots~
here is my next entry after 1st dae of raye...
kae been in the pressure lately...
since mondae it wasnt a gd day for me...
gt into a big argument with my gerl...
am i nt a gd guy for eu???
wat else do eu want from me??
watever i do seems wrg to eu...
wats my fault??
eu wanted me to stop being a hot head...
i tried...
bt who's fault it is tat i blast out last nite???
ape slh ker aku nk alek cpt narie??
aku penat.. kenape kau tk leh phm???
eu owaes wants me to understand eu...
bt hw bout eu??
do eu even understand me???
trs terang i regret leaving the gerl before eu...
and tat is ridhayu...
wen i get to noe her...
i was extremely happy everydae...
yesh we quarrelled...
at least we both party gave in...
and understand...
bt eu??
its owaes i gave in to eu...
lau i tk give in..
eu start ur nonsense qns..
do i love eu...
if i dont why am i still saving tis relationship???
i regret alot for leaving ridhayu for just tat mistake she made...
i noe everyone make mistake...
bt a repeated mistake is nt a mistake...
it shows sumthink is nt right in eu...
wen i tried to change eu...
eu said i suke nah cari kesilapan eu...
bt wen i dont eu said i dun care...
aper nie???
aper eu nk sebenarnye???
aper eu suke ehk i merana ari2...??
tadik cm ner i sambut eu biler eu smpi??
did i smile??
did i talk to eu nicely??
den aper yg eu tk happy sgt??
bile i dun give eu tat chance to move...
eu merayu nk sgt...
wen i gave eu...
eu just waste it...
nw i dunnoe whether i shud gave eu the chance to make it right...
im extremely disappointed in eu...
i dunnoe hw much longer cant i bear with this...
to whom it may concern...
i seek forgiveness for wat happens on 20th may...
i noe i hurt eu alot...
in sowie...
Boi [R]andy
Thursday, October 09, 2008
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Hari Raya Aidilfitri
woots~

kae goes...
tis was the latest update for me...
and yestd was my 2 month anni...
kae dh lame sehk tk update...
maklum larx bz pat camp..
and umah..
smpi tkde tyme nk update...
well wat i did was paint umah...
den dh gytuk kemas umah...
rajen kn aku??
ni larx suami misali..
wakakakaka....
dh larx gtg oredi update again soon...
selamat hari raya aidilfitri...
maaf diminta sekiranya terkasar bahasa dan cara...
Boi [R]andy
Wednesday, October 01, 2008