Thursday, October 9, 2008
STRESS!!!!!
woots~
here is my next entry after 1st dae of raye...
kae been in the pressure lately...
since mondae it wasnt a gd day for me...
gt into a big argument with my gerl...
am i nt a gd guy for eu???
wat else do eu want from me??
watever i do seems wrg to eu...
wats my fault??
eu wanted me to stop being a hot head...
i tried...
bt who's fault it is tat i blast out last nite???
ape slh ker aku nk alek cpt narie??
aku penat.. kenape kau tk leh phm???
eu owaes wants me to understand eu...
bt hw bout eu??
do eu even understand me???
trs terang i regret leaving the gerl before eu...
and tat is ridhayu...
wen i get to noe her...
i was extremely happy everydae...
yesh we quarrelled...
at least we both party gave in...
and understand...
bt eu??
its owaes i gave in to eu...
lau i tk give in..
eu start ur nonsense qns..
do i love eu...
if i dont why am i still saving tis relationship???
i regret alot for leaving ridhayu for just tat mistake she made...
i noe everyone make mistake...
bt a repeated mistake is nt a mistake...
it shows sumthink is nt right in eu...
wen i tried to change eu...
eu said i suke nah cari kesilapan eu...
bt wen i dont eu said i dun care...
aper nie???
aper eu nk sebenarnye???
aper eu suke ehk i merana ari2...??
tadik cm ner i sambut eu biler eu smpi??
did i smile??
did i talk to eu nicely??
den aper yg eu tk happy sgt??
bile i dun give eu tat chance to move...
eu merayu nk sgt...
wen i gave eu...
eu just waste it...
nw i dunnoe whether i shud gave eu the chance to make it right...
im extremely disappointed in eu...
i dunnoe hw much longer cant i bear with this...
to whom it may concern...
i seek forgiveness for wat happens on 20th may...
i noe i hurt eu alot...
in sowie...
Boi [R]andy
Thursday, October 09, 2008